Friday, October 10, 2014

The unknown...

 Who are you? I dont know who are you?

 Are you some angel who came from heaven to take experience of earth, or you are a sleeper cell planning to plant a bomb.Are you keeper of a 'Dragon Ball' or a person from the world of Harry Potter who came by crossing platform no 9 3/4th.

 Some personalities are whimsical. You cannot predict what they are, the moment you start predicting some thing about them, their acts start proving you wrong... very worng. At a specific moment you find them as your closest friend, the nearest and the dearest, and on very next day you find something starnge in it that you have never seen before. Your become confuse is that the same person...

 But you...you are different. Different in every aspect. You potray to be very cheerful, enthusiastic, full of enery, seductive, arrogant, naughty, always tensed (and many more adjectives) person but inside you there is something mysterious, unkown, some dark secret that you always hide from every body.

 Recenlty, I saw a movie called 'Kahani' with my friend Mr. Phmurzey and as we were discussing about it in the evening he told me his perspective about you and the similarity between both of you. Mr. Phmurzey is genius. In the movie the actress potrays a character of another person for her revenge.

 Similary, I think you live a lavish life but there 'the dark side' your life who does not allows you to be what you are.

 I am really waiting for that day when the person you look, the person you show you are and the actual person you are , are same.

 Because you are the one who has helped me to get rid of my negative side of live and I along with Mr. Phmurzey wants to see the real person in you...









Friday, August 8, 2014

My FATE....

I cannot think of this day. I would never wan't to happen this with any one in their life. Mr. Phmurzey had warned me several times, but I kept ignoring it. Actually, I was aware of the fact, and I should have listened to him, but a suttle conflict was going on between my brain and my heart at that time. And then it happened. I had never even dreamed of it.

She was very friendly with me right from the start of the course. Though I had crush on her from the first day, but this was usual for me, because I had crush on every good looking girl in our college. But she was certainly special, since she was the only one I used to share stuffs. Near the end of semester, I was sure that that's the kind of girl I want.

I was and I am still bad at verbal and non-verbal communication skills. Rather, I would say that I cannot talk to any person known or unknown for more than a few minutes. And to take out phone numbers for calling or chatting was not made for me. By the way I would like to say that before the dawn of Whatsapp era, It was really difficult to take a girls number and chat with her. So, naturally I was unable to do it.

And then the new semester started. I was still fond of her. And this time I took her number (But I still didn't started chatting).Now, at least from my side I was very comfortable with her. This time I was firm that I will listen to whatever Mr Phmurzey says. I took some tips from him. And I was going to propose her. I had decided the venue, date, day, time everything. I even had written a script of what I am going to say. I was firm and confident that her reply will favor me.

I was very excited for that tomorrow, since it was going to change my life. And YES it did but the other way round. She said,"YES" not to me. And why it wasn't me because one of our close friend asked her for the same, that too one day before my turn. And, I kept looking at both of them..coz I couldn't do anything else.....




Saturday, March 29, 2014

Virat Kohli's message to Cristiano Ronaldo - Thank you for inspiring me

Virat Kohli the future of Indian cricket, and the most consistent and aggressive ,existing batsman  in the world crickets is inspired from another legend from another sport i.e. the world famous and beloved footballer Cristiano Ronaldo and tells that he is one of the biggest fan Ronaldo could have from another sport and continues that as he(CR) turned from Manchester United to Real Madrid his (Kohli) loyalties are also shifted fron Man. Utd. to Real Madrid....
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Thursday, March 27, 2014

IPL 2014 without CSK and RR

Recent news I heard is that two of the leading teams in Indian Premiere League (IPL) viz Chennai Super Kings(CSK) and Rajasthan Royals(RR) may not play in this season of IPL, Supreme Court of India has banned them for the reason of match fixing or whatever.....

Unfortunately I support CSK team of course due to Dhoni , and used to admire RR's thanks to the Great Wall, if these two teams are not competing in this season so hopefully, there is no reason for me and many people like me to watch this season of IPL,except Mr. Christopher Gayle.
Someone has defined IPL as a league in which several teams compete to play CSK in the finals....coz it is the only franchise to surpass the league stage in each and every season of IPL...



Another news was that Dhoni is involved in match fixing.I genuinely feel that at least he cannot do this....
So I hope and pray that this time too I will  enjoy the league an d support my favourite team.....

Wednesday, March 26, 2014

Friends.....

"FRIENDS".What do you mean by friends?
Someone said that ,"Group of people one lives with are called friends." I would like to add something to it. Friends are group of people we like to live with.
English  language has dedicated words like 'collegue','mate',etc. for people with whom we work or study or do our daily stuff. But all of them are not our so called friends.After all the day's work,the person we spend or at least like to spend our time is our friend. A friend is a person we feel is important and who make us feel important in our lives.
A man wears various masks throughout his life. Mask of being student, friend,worker, lover , enemy, boss, senior, junior,etc. But our friends are those who know our real face. The face behind all these masks. They know our hidden talents, our limitations, our secrets, our affairs basically every thing about us. So we must be careful while choosing friends. Because no enemy is as dangerous as betraying friend.
In the beginning of our life we are isolated personalities. When we come across the world, from collage of various personalities we come close to those which match with ours and these become our friends.Through them we see the unknown part of world, experience new things, come across new stuff, but we should have a filter to choose and restrict the good and bad concepts respectively.
Also we must enhance quality of our friends and subdue their ills. And while doing this we should keep him\her whatever he\she is. The friend should believe the changes willingly because ,"A man convinced against his will is of same opinion still."
Because friends constantly improve each other and lead to a better life. Indeed friends are integral part of our lives. And I am blessed to have freinds, so many friends, I love you all my friends.....

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

And life goes with Mr. Phmurzey

I was in 8th standard when I first noticed Mr. Phmurzey, when he became part of my life I am totally unaware of it. Mr. Phmurzey is my counterpart, I am nothing without him. All the decisions that are taken from my heart are taken by Mr. Phmurzey.

It was first day of my degree college ,I still remember ....I was to new to every-one as every other person. Every one has thoughts about college and when we become a part of college we come to know that reality is far away from fiction or dreams, but my dream was my reality.I saw a special person, on the very first day and Mr. Phmurzey peeped out yet again, indicating me to start a new life.

But any person resists a sudden change in his own life, as no one is ready to get out of his comfort zone and so did I. I said to him "Please stop this nonsense." But in my own mind I too was attracted to this new life. The person I was talking about I hope will be playing a very important role in my life. I am now mentally attached to him, though he is busy in his own life and hardly cares about me.

Yeah...I am talking about my first college crush, and will remain last until I get a new one, There have been several moments where I could have been initiated the relation, but I missed each and every of them. Mr. Phmurzey kept on saying me,"USE THE CHANCE....MAKE BEST OF IT." And I kept on ignoring it. And now many things are gone out of reach, today I regret my decisions of ignoring words of Mr. Phmurzey.

I am now pretty confident, far more than that I was before, And now I will blindly follow each and every thing said by Mr. Phmurzey, because it will surely lead me to a better life.

But now I think that my days have passed and many things cannot be reverted, or done as it was possible few moments ago, and like cherry on the cake when my Crush asks me,"Who is your crush.?". I remember Mr. Phmurzey and my HEART GOES HYPER.....

....and MY HEART GOES HYPER.

No, I really don't mind if I do not get credit for work which I have done or stuffs i have made. If some one targets me or blames me for the same, I take it as a positive compliment, because if you find faults in things which I have made you tell me and I will improve them with my whole heart and cheer.

Here I did'nt say that I will try to improve.....Because I basically do not believe in the word TRY, as a person either does a work or doesn't, but if some one says that I will try to do this...or ...try to do that..... that means he either doesn't want to do that stuff or he is not interested in it at all AND both of these statements meet at same point.

Coming back to the point today such a '_______' incident occured in my life, yet again, I really cannot define it in word and these blank spaces denotes the same. A work was assigned to me and my group, to design a cool stuff and we did creatively, we worked on it as hard as possible, Our goal was to design a booklet, and we were able to do so, then we typed the matter provided to us and was sent for printing.

Unfortunately the matter contained some serious technical mistakes and the primary copy of booklet was rejected. Yeah....!!! Nothing wrong in that, but what happened later was really heart breaking.....

To correct the mistakes in the matter a third person (group) was hired....Cool I didn't mind even this, but it started making changes in our basic design along with the matter in it.....I didn't understand stand what's wisdom is to give a third person allowance to edit in stuff made by us...

I do not have problem with that third party , since we are emotionally  so attached with our work and what we have done that we cannot resist that someone else is making changes in it. This also signifies that we are not capable of doing that work while in REALITY  there is no such real fault in our work...since it was fault of the team who provided us the wrong matter....

Again I do not have any issue with them too, but it'll be issused all the credits will be given to the other team....

As in the beginning I said "I really don't mind if I do not get credit for work which I have done or stuffs i have made." But such things discourages the creative man in us....And this Really hurts AND MY HEART GOES HYPER.........