And life goes with Mr. Phmurzey

I was in 8th standard when I first noticed Mr. Phmurzey, when he became part of my life I am totally unaware of it. Mr. Phmurzey is my counterpart, I am nothing without him. All the decisions that are taken from my heart are taken by Mr. Phmurzey.

It was first day of my degree college ,I still remember ....I was to new to every-one as every other person. Every one has thoughts about college and when we become a part of college we come to know that reality is far away from fiction or dreams, but my dream was my reality.I saw a special person, on the very first day and Mr. Phmurzey peeped out yet again, indicating me to start a new life.

But any person resists a sudden change in his own life, as no one is ready to get out of his comfort zone and so did I. I said to him "Please stop this nonsense." But in my own mind I too was attracted to this new life. The person I was talking about I hope will be playing a very important role in my life. I am now mentally attached to him, though he is busy in his own life and hardly cares about me.

Yeah...I am talking about my first college crush, and will remain last until I get a new one, There have been several moments where I could have been initiated the relation, but I missed each and every of them. Mr. Phmurzey kept on saying me,"USE THE CHANCE....MAKE BEST OF IT." And I kept on ignoring it. And now many things are gone out of reach, today I regret my decisions of ignoring words of Mr. Phmurzey.

I am now pretty confident, far more than that I was before, And now I will blindly follow each and every thing said by Mr. Phmurzey, because it will surely lead me to a better life.

But now I think that my days have passed and many things cannot be reverted, or done as it was possible few moments ago, and like cherry on the cake when my Crush asks me,"Who is your crush.?". I remember Mr. Phmurzey and my HEART GOES HYPER.....

....and MY HEART GOES HYPER.

No, I really don't mind if I do not get credit for work which I have done or stuffs i have made. If some one targets me or blames me for the same, I take it as a positive compliment, because if you find faults in things which I have made you tell me and I will improve them with my whole heart and cheer.

Here I did'nt say that I will try to improve.....Because I basically do not believe in the word TRY, as a person either does a work or doesn't, but if some one says that I will try to do this...or ...try to do that..... that means he either doesn't want to do that stuff or he is not interested in it at all AND both of these statements meet at same point.

Coming back to the point today such a '_______' incident occured in my life, yet again, I really cannot define it in word and these blank spaces denotes the same. A work was assigned to me and my group, to design a cool stuff and we did creatively, we worked on it as hard as possible, Our goal was to design a booklet, and we were able to do so, then we typed the matter provided to us and was sent for printing.

Unfortunately the matter contained some serious technical mistakes and the primary copy of booklet was rejected. Yeah....!!! Nothing wrong in that, but what happened later was really heart breaking.....

To correct the mistakes in the matter a third person (group) was hired....Cool I didn't mind even this, but it started making changes in our basic design along with the matter in it.....I didn't understand stand what's wisdom is to give a third person allowance to edit in stuff made by us...

I do not have problem with that third party , since we are emotionally  so attached with our work and what we have done that we cannot resist that someone else is making changes in it. This also signifies that we are not capable of doing that work while in REALITY  there is no such real fault in our work...since it was fault of the team who provided us the wrong matter....

Again I do not have any issue with them too, but it'll be issused all the credits will be given to the other team....

As in the beginning I said "I really don't mind if I do not get credit for work which I have done or stuffs i have made." But such things discourages the creative man in us....And this Really hurts AND MY HEART GOES HYPER.........