My FATE....

I cannot think of this day. I would never wan't to happen this with any one in their life. Mr. Phmurzey had warned me several times, but I kept ignoring it. Actually, I was aware of the fact, and I should have listened to him, but a suttle conflict was going on between my brain and my heart at that time. And then it happened. I had never even dreamed of it.

She was very friendly with me right from the start of the course. Though I had crush on her from the first day, but this was usual for me, because I had crush on every good looking girl in our college. But she was certainly special, since she was the only one I used to share stuffs. Near the end of semester, I was sure that that's the kind of girl I want.

I was and I am still bad at verbal and non-verbal communication skills. Rather, I would say that I cannot talk to any person known or unknown for more than a few minutes. And to take out phone numbers for calling or chatting was not made for me. By the way I would like to say that before the dawn of Whatsapp era, It was really difficult to take a girls number and chat with her. So, naturally I was unable to do it.

And then the new semester started. I was still fond of her. And this time I took her number (But I still didn't started chatting).Now, at least from my side I was very comfortable with her. This time I was firm that I will listen to whatever Mr Phmurzey says. I took some tips from him. And I was going to propose her. I had decided the venue, date, day, time everything. I even had written a script of what I am going to say. I was firm and confident that her reply will favor me.

I was very excited for that tomorrow, since it was going to change my life. And YES it did but the other way round. She said,"YES" not to me. And why it wasn't me because one of our close friend asked her for the same, that too one day before my turn. And, I kept looking at both of them..coz I couldn't do anything else.....