God bless me!

Today I was happy because, I did something and it felt good,

Tonight I am sad because someone else is happier and that makes me sad.

Today I worked really hard, I feel proud of myself and I should,

Tonight I feel miserable because someone got something which I never had.

Today I was optimistic, because I achieved something that I thought I never could.

Tonight I fell hopeless because, I saw her with another lad.

Everyday I should be happy because, in my life I am doing good.

Everyday I am cruel of myself in search of mystical *riyadh.

*meaning: Garden